"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

today i had my first taste of being a goalkeeper. i think i did not bad during practice. but come playing matches...i think i just freak out. and let in quite some goals. i couldnt get into my position fast and maintain the same position. i think i can anticipate quite well, as in knowing where the shots are going...so quite happy abt that (: but other stuffs...have to improve..as to when to get in when attacking. and OUTPADDLE my opponents. and there's this bad habit of mine, i get DAMN MOODY after matches. i dunno why leh. am i like stressing myself too much? i dunno sia. but yep. i will train hard. i hope the rest of us can come down more often and train hard. the secret to success it to ASK ASK ASK. bombard the seniors with questions..hahahaa!!!

listening to: keane - this is the last time. what say you?