"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

TODAY'S SUPER HAZY!!!
haha yea. today had submission for first model. 1/2 done. and i started constructing the model at like 8 plus this morning. hmmm. then went for lunch with sanbas. some had gems after that so it's me, joan, resa and nadine. we went lib. nadine and resa were watching movies, joan was reading mag. i was writing random stuffs and listening to songs. and i was like, falling asleep. hahaa. so i told them i want to go gyming. and yeah we went together in the end. saw janneth on the way to toilet and she came along too...((: then nadine couldnt go cos she forgot her shoes..)): so 4 of us went to gym. then lilin and jo came to join us from gems. so we just did some simple workouts lar. then we went for a little break at KFC...saw a lot of people. the girls saw huiyu..and i saw aaron and xiangying. they were waiting for the rest to celebrate meisy's birthday. i couldnt join them but i went up for a cake in the midst of training. haaha i tried to hug meisy sia. cos i was WET..but she managed to run off. today's training was quite productive. practised row for a while. dribbled a while. rowed a while. threw balls with nadine. land and sea. learnt alot. and damn funny de. we were passing balls on boats and while i threw the ball to her and she was abt to catch it, ray came over and cap. her. haha and she was screaming cos it was DAMN sudden. i din know nadine would be given a shock. yep and we watched matches also. the tsunami waves caused by the seniors were just irritating to me. i cant stay at the same point for long. improvement. can better control the paddle now. to stop balls..((: and we basically did all these for the training. OH YAR, pick up balls...and wash the spray decks and life vests. the girls' specialties. then we went bathing. left without nadine. saw yongming at the bus stop, wanted to psycho him to go cityhall de..but he dun want sia..so both of us went cityhall for dinner. wanted to eat at NYNY de but i was broke and we walked down and went thai express instead but i din want to eat plus the food are mostly spicy so i'll give it a miss. anyway. whenever we stop to sit, we talk. as resa eats..oh yar, she ate laksa - herself..haha we talked alot and i was looking outside the panel and saw alot of things. saw huiyu...see lar, dun want to come.. and meisy and gang who were still out..yep and we left when they said they were closing le. so we sat outside giordano and continued talking. but we couldnt talk for long cos mom called to ask me to go home. it's late and there's training tmr morning. so yep we took the train home. and IT'S DAMN HAZY DE!! )):

hahaha...dunno still got what. but i'm tired so yea.

listening to: alter bridge - watch your words what say you?