"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

ok. i woke up at 10 plus today..heehee, slept at 10 plus ytd. cos i was super tired lar. fell asleep after listening to riberd's nonsense..haha met resa and nadine at train station and went for polo. was quite slack today. resa's still as chiong as ever. me and nadine were passing balls. haha and i was without a paddle so whenever i couldnt receive a ball, i'd probably be spending abt 45secs paddling with my hands to get it. then yongming and shawn were practising keeping. we tried shooting and they could block off most of them..yea and then daren was like telling them how to hold the paddle correctly, at what angle..me, wanting to learn keeping as well, took the chance and listen to what he said as well :p then me, resa and nadine went to sit at the shower area, in the middle of the length of the pool to watch matches..during the junior guys' match, oreo was the ref. he was pacing up and down the pool lar. then he suddenly stopped and asked me my name. haha. i just told him xiaohuang lor..haha cos i guess everybody knows me by that..then he was like, you want to be keeper? i was like, yar.. then he walked off...! random sia. what an irresponsible ref. :x i guess he might want to teach me or something? since he's yr 3's keeper. haha, that's going to be so cool. yea. i want to learn keeping. resa's always telling me that if i want to learn, just say, they will teach de...heehee. suddenly very passionate abt keeping. ok. then after training, me, resa and nadine saw lilin at dover..apparently she's meeting desmond. but she's not joining them - as in the guys. cos it's damn awkward. but siao sia, she brought along her tutorials while meeting him lar. feel so sad for him...)): hahaaha anyway, me and resa went to cityhall again. NYNY. good place to talk but we went budget today. cos we din have much $$ left so we ordered cheaper stuffs. then we were like deciding to go other places for drinks cos cheaper..but when we got the bill i was like SHUCKS!!!!!!! cos i saw the price wrongly so after paying, i will not have any $$$ left for even milo at MACS..so i was calling my 2nd sis to ask her to lend me $$ cos i think she wun be at home lar. but i earned a scolding from her. haahaha then no choice, we just left first. then i realised i had something...EZ-link card..i topped up my card, i have 10 bucks in it...!!! HOORAY so we can go MACS. i was abt to msg my sis to tell her not to tell mum cos she's like, HUH? go cityhall again? not sian arh. and she's always asking me who am i going out with....she obviously doesnt think i am going out with a girl lar. and purleeeease, i am definitely STRAIGHT!!! hahha but anyway, a bit far-fetched. my sis called me, she was asking me whether i have paid my bill or not. she was afraid that i have not enough to pay for even that meal...WAHAHAA...and i reminded her NOT TO TELL MUMMY if not i sure die de..hahaha then me and resa went marina sq's macs. stayed there for 2 hours ++? cos i promised mum i will reach home before 9pm. we had 2 LARGE FRIES and 2 MILOS there. heehee. oh yar, resa DAMN GROSS de. tell me she suddenly feel like shitting. i was like, luckily i wasnt eating. if not i will just PUKE lar. we stayed til 8 plus then we started strolling back to the train station. then we were like sitting and deliberately missed the train that came cos it was like so cramped. and we were just tired lar..hahaha yeah. we were deciding to go and buy FBTs on wed...hahaha

cheryl's birthday celebration's changed to sun, 1230. and i am so going to skip polo training on that day le..: nvm once a year nia...

listening to: newS - cherish what say you?