"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

yea, wk 1 of sem 2 is officially over. but more to come, sadly. concept models. ): this means i cant go for the psc camp tmr cos i wun have the time to complete my stuffs de. sad. today went swimming with teresa and went polo after that. i hereby declare i've mastered hand row!!! YEAH!!! ((: hopefully tmr will still be able to do it (: oh yar yongming was attempting to do hand rowSSS in a min but once he started i lost control of his boat and he went under the rope separating the pool...haha. anyway, he managed 5 in perhaps 15 secs? today there's this new guy. he's fast. he learnt hand row le. and is learning stern turn with wilson. hahaa. wilson damn funny, did stern turns without spraydeck. and all the water went in and he sort of sank. hahahaa!! he kept saying me and teresa naughty. where got?! we so guai lar..heehee. oh yar, i was swimming during the training when someone hit my head with the ball. THE SENIORS HAVE STRONG ARMS so you can imagine how painful it was lar. )): then suddenly, the lights at the pool went off. almost total darkness. haha. time to end le. then the girls have to wash the spraydecks and life vest as usual. the guys went around looking for balls. hahaa in the darkness. then went bathed after that. din join the girls for dinner. was tired le. went off with yongming cos we were going the same way. the seniors were walking in front of us. then potter suddenly stopped cos one of his slippers was spoilt. and he was asking if we had extra pair. ahaha, but if i have, you think he can wear? ahaha. yea, but yongming had masking tape so we just made do with it lar..then walked to the train station, the seniors went different way from us. they called me xiaohuang again. haha. to say goodbye lar. XIAOHUANG sia..-_-"' then talked thru the journey to city hall. i was quite tired also. was in a daze during the journey also. yea. so tmr not going camp. but should be joining them for a while i guess. and training in the morning also...JIA YOU!!!

random: saw lizhen at train station. opp me. haha so happy. i miss her sia!!!

listening to: some korean song by HOWL. what say you?