"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

cant believe that today's the last day of hols. so fast. i guess my month of hols' too full of activities that i hardly find myself lazing around at home. yea. trips. trainings. chalet. out with friends. swimming. haha. very fun indeed. today was the same. went for polo training. couldnt wake up for the kallang one cos was too tired le.. :p anyway, today was supposed to be guys' training so the girls went to do passing. yea. land passing, in the water also. then yar, kangjun actually shouted out and asked me whether i can do hand row already or not. nope of course. so he asked me to get a boat and try and learn by today. so yea. haha. i did as he said lar. ahaha and i was happy that i could do it. but not all the time though. wanted to learn ball row but not confident and somemore my hand row not 100% successful so dun do first haha. then joan took my boat and learnt hand row. yea. resa and lilin were like doing synchro diving lar. playing with the balls. i was busying helping the seniors pick up the balls. ahhaa. walking around the pool quite fun also. heeehee. also swam a couple of laps also. hahaa. sad: i lost my hairband YET again. 3rd time le....!!!!! argh!!! )): oh yar, kangjun's still teasing teresa...resa = laksa. he still asked me to go eat laksa with him at "teresa's stall"..trying to be lame. -_- yea, but he's nice lar. constantly encouraging us...anyway. training lasted for around 2 and a half hours...yar. din row since it was the guys' training..then washed the spraydecks and lifevests as usual and went for a dip again. ahaha. then went to bathe and left first cos i was very tired. yar, didnt go for the buffet meal organised by YY. -_- gotta rest soon.

listening to: 3 doors down - here without you. what say you?