"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

wasnt late today in meeting nadine and teresa. we reached CCAB before 9 and the el clasico and rookies were still warming up. they're playing each other for the first quarterfinal. everybody thinks that it's gonna be rookies THRASHING el clasico. half right. 4-1. wasnt really thrashed. there were even scorelines with BIGGER deficit. yea. at least they scored against the rookies. then it was fiasco's turn. they won..of course. then there's the girls' semis. lost. then sp alumni in the 3rd quarterfinal. that was a ultra noisy match. the yr 3 seniors were very noisy. of course it's good. the atmosphere's DAMN high!! won of course ((: yea. then other matches. people leaving one after another. in the afternoon, there's the women's ivp matches. won one and lost the next. couldnt get into the final. haix. but i think they've done their best le ((: just wondering how would i fare if i had the chance to play next time...? haha. dream on. :P ok i cant watch the men's open semis and men's ivp final. SO SO SAD. why issit on sep 9? i'm at sarawak lar. chey. hmm. anyway, time to go training le. missed alot. should go at least once before sarawak trip. oh yeah. tmr have to go army market arh. GYM!!!! on tue. die die also must go!!

listening to: jamie cullum - what a difference a day made what say you?