"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

today's quite an eventful day..did lots of stuffs. i went to campus at 9 to attend the crit. 9-10 cos i needed to meet poi and teresa at 1015 for self-training..heehee. yea. after the waiting and changing, we started at 1045? yea. then we ran (cant run much cos still suffering from wed's achings!!), did pull-ups, then we went gym! oops..no, we went KFC for ICED MILO first!! haha. finally got into the gym. it's damn cool inside, as in literally cool..haha we did bench-presses..and others cos they dun have certain stuffs so we did others lor. yea. we spent maybe an hour inside? then we went back to the track for cool down. yea. apparently so but i sprinted lar. :\ ok then went bathed. THE STADIUM TOILET JUST RAWKS! clean and there's heater!! great! then we walked under the sun to get to KFC!! haha. MILO!!! and food lar duh..ok then i rushed back to studio to continue watching the crit. haha, yeah saw shaojie's one. haha his video very cool (: yeah, then crit ended at around 5. so it's one whole bunch of peeps walking to mrt station. yep. then i went home and out again. to meet teresa at cityhall. to buy her jeans. yea and in the end. we also went around, cos she wanted to find a part time job? haha, so yar. walk walk walk. talk talk talk. ALOT ate macs. erms i know it's unhealthy. esp when i'm having flu and sore throat. just cant resist the temptation lar. yeah and i 'bought' teresa a cute little soft toy. cos i owed her $$ so yea haha. didnt know teresa was shy...erms...haha. we went to novo. and i saw the pair of shoes i was wearing on display. thought of buying another pair cos the pair i was wearing was going to be spoilt. but we saw a nicer pair of shoes. but i din have enough cash so yeah, i'll buy you soon! JUST WAIT! oh, teresa looked good in this pair of purple slippers with fake diamonds. ahaha but she din buy lar. yea. erms yea and we went into shops like nike lar. i was saying that i cant be a salesperson. cos they have to act enthu..'WELCOME', very high tone lor. please lar, i cant lor. haha. ok. what else we did...erms. we basically talked alot. like what we see in a guy or something like that..haha. yeah erms. i got home. watched the 'my lovely samsoon' and after that. started sms-ing around. there's polo and kallang tmr. at around the same time. how was i to know which one to go right? ahaha then yea. after much sms-ing and chatting. i'll go polo lar. ahaha. oh and i have to call teresa to wake her up. MISS CALL HER AT 7. i can wake up later de lor. but i shall be nice and wake up early. (: yep. now i should start packing my stuffs and go ZzZZz le ba. (:

listening to: 3 doors down - when i'm gone. what say you?