"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

submitted section drawings. started on tod report. haix, shall finish tmr morning. national day. busy sia. meeting 4e5 peeps for a mini gathering. ((: today i felt very slack. whole day not very productive. ): anyway, training as usual. i was so shocked when i got to the rock-climbing area...: NO GIRLS?!?! i was alone. ivan said teresa will be late. haix. then i had to run with GUYS GUYS GUYS! the pace set was too fast. i started fast and my legs will start to hurt. timothy was running beside me. he always slowed down and waited for me..haha, in the end, i really cannot tahan le lar. anyway the guys all overtook me ((: then yah i stopped. but i did continue and i wasnt last. had a short break then kena punished by sherman cos he said we took long time to assemble. then 50 pumpings lor. after that, muscles already tightened le. PULL-UPS. i was alone. sherman was like: guys, 3 sets of 15. arh...geok cheng, usual 3 sets of 30. i was like..orh. haha then i started leh. but it was hard doing without someone supporting the feet. so i asked my bro---emile!! haha he supported for a set then did his then come back..so busy sia. meanwhile, i could hear the seniors GOSSIPING. guys do enjoying gossiping huh...? sian lar. cant they stop it meh....haix :x anyway. then went for gym. had a briefing on sat's duathlon. sian sia. then went into gym. new equipments sia. haha. no fatso around also. NICE. oh, by then teresa and joan came le. i was like, phew...if not i will be like..doing with guys?!? ok, we did with guys but at least i am not the only girl there lar. so yah. quite slack cos the yr 3 seniors werent around. then it ended as per normal...yah. oh, joycelyn and teresa were waiting for me. so nice. they said i was brave enough to go to the toilet near the squash courts alone. i thought they meant it was haunted. turned out it's because it was dark there. cos it's sensor-controlled de. haha. yah then left with them, yongming and a senior, wenxian. haha, had 4 MISSED CALLS. but yongming beat me. he had 9. ok, then we parted ways cos he was taking bus. then the rest of us took the same train. but they alighted at redhill to makan so i was alone. then went home, mum bought dinner/supper and i shared with ting. she was supposed to be working and going to karaoke with her part time colleagues. apparently she cant. haha so we ate together and finished the last part of HP4 then i went to bathe haha. now smell nice and typing. ahaha. and chatting with my bro. yah. tmr gonna finish tod report. watch FEDERER'S MATCH. go out with 4e5 peeps. and yah. buy PRESENTS!!! i'm gonna be BUSY!!! what say you?