"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

had duathlon relay this morning. was so nervous. it was tough! the canoeing part is really testing my patience. the running was still ok just that it's tiring to run immediately after canoeing lar. but anyway, we finished the race. *sense of achievement* (: we din set any target, just wanted it to end asap. but the goodie bag arh. giam ga siao! we were given stuffs from np's freshman orientation. and somemore they're like last year's ones or even 2004 de lor. chey. but there's the NUM's 10 bucks voucher. I WANT TO BUY THE ITALY TOP LAR! but it's still ex somehow after using the voucher. but i guess i'll buy ba. we'll see...(: just now was damn suay sia. i finished my panel at 6 plus and i signed off. but the stupid com hung on me while saving the ppt and i had to REDO the ppt again! and i finished at 7 plus and i rushed all the way to sunshine plaza to print them. LUCKILY it wasnt closed yet, if not i DIE! saw yunliang and jan there. seems like they had waited long enough. and i realised i din had any drawings in my panels except for ONE PATHETIC RENDERED PERSPECTIVE ): i sure kena hacked by the lects de. ok then i reached home at 8 plus, almost 9 le. then i ate dinner. watched some tv and here i am. starting on my presentation. CRIT's next tue! after that can relax a little. wah. good. (:

listening to: 3 doors down - here without you what say you?