"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

went to do CIP today. all of us went on our own. haha. but i waited like...20 mins for the bus. chey. then yeap it was RAINING. lazy to find a shelter so i walked in the rain. linda and yilin were there already. yun ni came later and she was DRENCHED. woah. then yongming came. then suet yi and guanjie came. yes. that's all that came. we painted the walls white and touched up and did outlining. had break. yun ni bought carrot cakes. yep then continued work. then we left at around 6 plus. then it was still raining like siao. we had one umbrella. so we took turns. but a guy walking by was very nice, he lent us his umbrella so we can speed up a bit. me, linda and yilin shared one but cos i still get drenched so i might as well walk in the rain so that the two of them can get sheltered more ((: initially me and linda wanted to walk without the umbrella but got lightning. then i wanted to walk but they suddenly shouted my name, i got a shock. haha. yep then we waited ages for the bus. went to citylink to meet hidir and diana. yes. was wondering why asked us to go and kajiao them..yongming was once again very sian. but he brightened up when huiyu came. hahaha. went NUM. cos i wanted to look at the slippers. cos no voucher. but teresa was going to meet me so i can see and buy later when she comes. hidir kept thinking i was meeting my boyfriend. and he talked to teresa lor. he asked whether she's teresa or not. chey. he's not trusting me lar..then we sat outside thai express. dunno why leh. ooh they left first then i went toilet then they came back again. cos they said go eat together and hidir wanted to see how teresa looked like. kaypoh sia. but they left. haha. yep waited for teresa and we went to NUM again to buy the slippers..oooh yar, one of the guys there was wearing the italy singlet. i felt disgusted. luckily mine is in the washing machine, if not i'd have worn today. cos teresa was psycho-ing me to..k, then we went macs. COLD...talked. then went walking around to look for eyebrow studs. dun haf.. yea. then we headed back to citylink. went GELARE to buy COOKIES!!! i bought 2. heehee. then went back to take train. yes. more or less like that. reached home at 10. talked. bathed. then helped my sis tabulate the marks for her class' chinese test. yes. then watched some tennis. then here now blogging going to sleep soon. tmr got pre-GYL training and going gym after that. ((:

listening to: howl - in yeon. what say you?