"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

haha. today went to school feeling quite uncomfortable cos i dun have my specs. and everyone thought that i wore contact lens. i was like: no! haha and i have to retell the story of me falling during poly 50. bet they must be laughing lar. and today's like a submission for our final spatial model and the journal and i was like..die! havent finish. but i managed to rush out the model but not the journal. so i pinned up journal that i did before i started to make the model so the sketches arent that updated. but it's ok, at least the lecturers think that one part of my model is interesting!!! and that stupid yongming said i haolian, cos i forgot to keep them and left them outside....)): I WASNT LOR!!! then after that, it was basically slacking and slacking until 4 plus then i decided: hmm, i should do a proper journal le. so i started but havent finish lar. yah. then it's 5 le and time to go home le. thanks to yun ni that i have a big paper bag to contain my model so i can bring home first. gotta bring back the bag tmr to return to her sia. cos i was too kind-hearted le and lend my 2 PAPER bags out so now i have none at all )): just now morning got peeps come and record our lecture process. damn funny sia. serene asked some of us to demo 2 persons walking towards each other to see the 'comfort zone' between 2 persons. FUNNY SIA haha..ok anyway, pon training again (sorry!!) cos got interview later plus my legs are aching from the poly 50 run lar. still go CD case studies. guess i have to do my journal tmr le. i still want to do another model to finalise some stuffs. luckily there's no training this weekend. aiyah, still got intech assignment havent do. and have to print forms for the sarawak trip and update my passport photo cos the old one is so different from now. oh yah, i did something good today. i helped to return cutting mat and ruler. so kind of me sia!!!! ((: randomness.

coldplaying... what say you?