"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

ok. should be doing my detailed study model. i was so scared that serene would scold me cos i din have 10 ideas for the wall designs. but it was ok. she said my ideas werent bad but they are quite difficult to be constructed using timber strips. i thought so too. but never mind, shall use cardboard for the study models first. shall worry about the final model when the day comes.

today was quite slack in the afternoon. should be having tutorial. but other than listening to serene comment about my brainstorming, i was basically doing nothing. except going to co-op shop and having lunch and the intech assignment thing - i was assisting, not doing (:

anyway, had a mass briefing on a study trip to bintan. it's a 2-day-1-night thing, on the first 2 days of the hols which will be 28 & 29 aug. it should be fun cos they have made it open to all ID students and peeps from DARCH and DLA i think. hopefully it's stressless. and i have another trip..to sarawak. that's during hols too. quite looking forward to it. wonder what we'll do there. having a briefing soon. (:

anyway, huiyu finally got peeps to join her in the make-up course during the hols. congrats man!

hai. shall go do my model le lar. next week, hell looms. national canoeing championships' over and the seniors are bound to torture us de. so i'll have to be more efficient lo.

hmm. my new specs' quite cool but i dun like it when junkai calls me ms chicken little. ):

listening to: goo goo dolls - without you here. what say you?