"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

wah, today was crazy. poly 50!!! haha. i was so nervous cos i was going to be the first runner lar. then when it started, BISH!!!!! i fell again. and i am so so sorry to the girl in front of me cos i think i sort of fell on her. she must be hurting like hell sia. haha then my glasses just flew off to i-dunno-where and now, i am typing without glasses so everything's a little blur to me. so there might be spelling errors, i guess.

throughout the race it was so exciting and stressed. who to run? pass the card to who? wah lao and somemore you might just knock onto someone. and the stewards(is that how you spell?) were like asking us to make way for the runners. i was like, excuse me? this is a relay, you dun come out how to get the card from the teammates right? fine. then my legs damn pain sia lar. haha in the end we got 26th out of 100+++ teams. not a bad result for first-timers, SPCT!!! haha and we did SP ooosh and got a free towel each. lame sia. hahaa. ok, i guess today looked like hungry ghost fest cos everyone was like going to water point to get drinks. i was one of them...haha, but i did took some drinks for my team mates lar..haha and yar, i told johnny that i managed to do paddle row and he was like patting my back, congratulating me...haha, thanks man!!!

yar, on the way back to club house we talked alot, like abt glasses...haha, everyone was talking about it cos i dropped mine...and yar we realised we didnt have the key to the club house. then we were like, how??? then i took the safety pins from the number tags and gave to alexis. haha and she tried to open the door but she couldnt so weicheng went to try..i told him if he could manage to open it, i will start to question about his part time job..but YY came to our rescue and we got in...hooray!!! then it was already 6 something le. we were like talking inside, about childhood stuffs. funny sia and violent also. by the time we were going to bathe, i guess it was near 7 le. then after the bathing and a little dilly-dallying we went for dinner together --- me, alexis, darren, varian, jun yu, weicheng and our dear president, YY!!! haha, we went subway at holland v. and ate lar. then we talked and laughed. YY was sharing his canoeing experiences with us and yar, some jokes and stuffs.

i think we left at around 9. then alexis and darren headed back to school cos she forgot to take her shoebag. then the rest of us set off to buona vista mrt station. on the way, junyu left and weicheng took a bus. then left 3 of us. we took mrt back together and YY told us how scared he was of horror films. i was thinking: such a huge guy = NO NO to horror movies? okay lar then varian alighted at outram and both of us chatted until i alighted at lavender lor. yah, it was really a fun day. and definitely a day to remember in poly life. thanks to my team mates that we managed a 26th...

they are: alexis, janneth, jun yu, johnny, weicheng, emile, ian, varian and darren!!! wonderful peeps!! and yy, who cheered for us...

listening to: coldplay - yellow what say you?