"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

haha, today met teresa at dover before going macritichie together. yar and saw the seniors competing. nice try. cos the competition was so strong so it's really very good if you can get into final le. got national team and hongkong team lor. but something that's worth mentioning is national team is better than the hongkong team!! yeah! but i didnt watch the races in the afternoon so i went back first. lunch. out again to art friend. met huiyu and yongming there. he told me that the canoe peeps are eating at sizzles.. (is that how you spell it?) but i cant go immediately cos i was carrying cardboards and a pack of printing paper which were so so heavy lar. anyway, i went after asking teresa the exact location cos i am blur queen lar. ok. so before i have the time to bathe, i quickly changed into another set of clothes (cos i stink!!!) and set off. but the 133 made me wait for like 10 mins? and that yongming arh. he said he would wait for me outside the shop/restaurant, but he went in on his own!!?!? fine. yar, went in and i heard xiaohuang and what lar, cos i was wearing yellow, AGAIN!! i din realise leh..okay, so i ordered teriyaki chicken, same as joanish!! ahaha yar before the main course we were like eating alot le so when the teriyaki chicken came, i was like...a little full le lor..yar, but managed to eat them and went for the ice-cream!!! yongming was a sicko. kept contradicting himself by saying he was full before he finished his maincourse and went for 2 servings of ICE CREAM lor..siao sia...he's got a huge huge stomach!!! i'm sure the other girls there shared my sentiments. haha. then wah, the bill was 600++, close to 700 le i think. had quite a time settling the $$$. teresa still owes me $1 i think. haha, then we headed for the arcade. haha, i was like thinking of leaving de, but still stayed on. and luckily i stayed on. saw probably the craziest side of people. sherman was totally addicted to the percussion master. he totally enjoyed himself and sweated alot. had a good laugh there. yar then i left at eight plus. then strolled to giordano cos my leg suddenly suffered a piercing pain. dunno why sia. yar and when i just stepped into giordano, yongming called me saying they were leaving le. i was like...i just stepped in lar. and i was finding the pants my sis asked me to buy and talking on the phone. the salespeople kept asking me if i needed help..i was probably hoping that by leaving me alone is the best help they could offer!!! irritating sia lar. then i ended my conversation and found my stuff and paid money. then headed to the entrance and waited for them. but i am the BLUR QUEEN. cant remember the way le. luckily yongming called me a few times to tell me the way but yar, quite useless lar, of no help to me anyway. so i just waited for them outside topshop. yar. and we set off again..ahaha. then yar. nothing much. it's me, teresa and yy again. we took the same train home. 2 stops for me. and yar. like that lor. the day ended like that until now. i am blogging. still very unwilling to take out the cardboards, cutting mat and penknife. heeeheex. guess i will do tmr.

1. pay joanish 15 bucks.
2. pay wilson 15 bucks.
3. detailed model sia.

listening to: coldplay - what if. what say you?