"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

ok, today's interim review. was supposed to present tmr but then alot of people not here so i just present lor..haha, it was ok and also happy to hear positive stuffs lar. ((: i'm happy lor.

yar after lunch, we continued with the crit. then it finished at around 2...i guess? then our group sort of dispersed. but left me, aaron, chee keong, peng yu, huiyu and jan. we were crapping lor. haha, talking about pri and sec school stuffs. it's always enjoyable to hear these. then yar at around 3, we ended our crapping session. shall continue tmr cos there's still crit session tmr. haha. then i went over back to 'my studio' with aaron. was supposed to leave with yongming but haha, he was being a doctor just now, treating huiyu's wound...haha, huiyu was so so scared lar. i looked scared though, cos she kept shunning. anyway, yar, didnt see the whole process. went off with ruiting, jan and shaojie...haha.. funny though..((:

listening to: coldplay - clocks (5:27pm)

ok..was slacking all evening. then just finished microstation drawing of the damn staircase. haix, very blurred now...haha. dunno what else to add in for my study journal..left calf still a little painful. but should still be able to make it for training tmr. but...my vision not super clear, haha. saw varian at FC 1 during lunch time but it was only when he was standing RIGHT IN FRONT OF me that i noticed him. sad sia. haha. hopefully i dun fall tmr during training. pray for me!!!! anyway, had a sms battle just now. glad it was over. haha. ((: shall go rest soon.

listening to: james blunt - tears and rain what say you?