"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

ok. was told by yun ni that xianzhong wants to join the slackers' club. was so surprised. haha. a relatively new club but there's already business coming in. (:

anyway. today's lesson was slack. i swear. i thought it would be tiring. haha. went for lunch during tutorial cos was rushing my journal. but the lect didnt see them. walked all the way to FC 4 under the hot sun. not baked though..ate wanton noodle. then went back and it was still slack. let poh see my detailed models. he commented that the first one was better. haha. i thought the second one would be more consistent to my design language. but it was a little of an obstacle. haha. shall take his comments and use the first one as my final detailed model. at first wanted to go workshop. but haix, dreaded that workshop. so maybe i'd buy a cutter and some sandpaper and do at home bah. so i am going artfriend tmr. and it's really becoming my friend le lar. something worth mentioning was shaojie was wearing huiyu's slippers, walking around the studio. i swear it looked BAD!!! cos huiyu needed to go to workshop and we cant enter the workshop with slippers so yar..poor thing leh.

i was basically slacking in the studio all the way til tutorial ended. went to change and waited for yongming before going for training. the running pace set by weijun was just fast lar. the guys just ran past me one by one. haha. did the usual pull-ups and gym..and SPRINTING!!! ARGH!!! my pace's inconsistent..sometimes fast sometimes slow. but it's slow MOST OF THE TIME!! and did pumpings...LOTS of them..yar. so it ended late..9 plus. reached home at like 10 plus? now. just sitting comfortably in front of the com blogging but gotta get back to work soon. and tmr's lect is 8am lor. haix. DONT BE LATE MAN!!! hmmm. there's a compulsory design talk tmr. means school ends late tmr. )): i have to go art friend lar...!!

ok. shall get back to work. ((:

listening to: ai otsuka - planetarium (from hana yori dango) what say you?