"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

i'm so so dead. shen must be crazy. after lecture, he asked us to go for breakfast at 10. then come back at 11 for tutorial. after tutorial (own target own timing) which is slightly before 12, he asked us to go for lunch. i must be a rubbish bin if i eat at both times. i swear my tummy will bloat like hell sia.

anyway now, i should be doing my spatial model. but then arh, after so long, i only managed to form the box. and then. i am staring at it now and what it did was to stare back at me. CLUELESS!!! shuck sia. how am i supposed to produce something out by tmr 10 am??

haha. i am happy to find a pro-england de in ID...and that's suet yi. so so love ya. and our little convo thru sms-es was so funny. i swear i wont tell only if i ever thought of dying before i turn 17 ((:

fine. shall go and work hard le. everybody jia you in everything you do. DONT GIVE UP!

listening to: remioromen - konayuki what say you?