"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

today was hectic, somehow and tomorrow will be equally so. today began with me forgetting to bring my pouch out and so i went to get it. then i was on the dot for lecture. then it was quite smooth lar. doing perspective drawing. then lunch, briefing on some sem. feedback. then did feedback. then did my model. but sadly, i cant finish it. cos i was slacking yesterday so no progress yesterday. haha, so no tutorial for me. i am going to continue now so i can let serene or shen or whoever see. yar. then before training, it rained. was thinking: raining = dun need to run. hooray!!! but then it stopped before we even set off to the club house. ok, i was tripped again. but i did not fall ((: yah, as usual, ran around sp then pull-ups, warm-up and then to gym. there, something happened. poly 50's a relay lar and it's tmr. but they're short of a girl. then they were asking us to volunteer. i was actually in a dilemma. i wanted to try but then i scared i might cause them to lose lor. but in the end YY asked me whether i running for any club or what then i said no. then he asked me to join so i just said yes lor cos i dunno how to reject them lar. ok. yar then did gym. wah sei, teresa kept distracting me sia. always trying to make me laugh but i just looked at somewhere else. but she kept pressing my biceps lar. haha it's bulging i know..haha ((: yah then nothing much le. i am going to be the first runner tmr. so wish me luck. now i am so dead. tmr die die must finish model. then havent do intech, it's tmr lor. wah, my schedule is so so packed...

8: lecture
10: LC - written test, damn it lar, until so late then say dun need memorise the script )):
12: lunch
1: briefing for some CIP thing
2: meet the poly 50 peeps at rock climbing thingy there.
3: hell looms.

but hopefully tmr can be like what yongming said: long days are fun days. *sobs* hope so lor.

listening to: coldplay - god put a smile on your face


what say you?