"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

it's 0740 in the morning. and i am using the com now. i was supposed to leave my house at around 0735 to walk to scf for canoe. but, my mummy asked me dun go cos it was raining a little and it's quite cooling then. so, i'll be a good girl and i dun go. so, sorry to yongming who asked me to update him on today's happenings because he's not going.

but it's quite impossible to get me to sleep now so i use the com. but i cant listen to music cos i dun want to be waking my sis up. so i blogged. anyway, sweden drew with trinidad and tobago. i got feedbacks that was a far more interesting match than england's one and sweden got shuai players arh. haha, but i din watch. so it's a pity lo. then the referee was maidin shamsul!!! oh god, he's done the sunny island real proud lo. hope he didnt make any controversial decisions. :)

okay. since i'm not going for training. i'll do cadp later. so jia you! what say you?