"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

din turn up for polo training. so i went straight to kallang from home. once i reached there, it was like, woah, how come so many people? quite a lot of seniors as well. normally it's 3 or 4..okay. nvm. then after all those waiting and preparation stuffs, off we go!

i did t2 with joan. the starting was quite smooth. i tried to be the front man. it sort of worked. but after that, it became bad lor. then we had free time to switch boats. of course i went to try t1. my strokings' almost there but my recovery's not good enough. so one of the senior was like beside me, trying to correct me. then yah, i was nervous lar. he could see it. he even asked me issit his presence made me so nervous. i was like..YES!! haha. then yah, i passed the boat to tref. and we were like switching between us. each time, the same senior never failed to correct me. it's not annoying but it sort of made me think whether i was good or not..haha, anyway, would like to thank him for his guidance. haha.

yah, then after all those and washing of equipments, we did pull-ups!!! men's pull-ups!! i totally cant do lar. but there was a senior girl, graduated le, she damn pro!!! she could do 12!!! i think her peak was 18!!! crazy lor. i meant she's cool...she's very nice and friendly. she helped us with it, as in supported us. my blisters burst lor. pain sia!!!!

anyway, portugal won 2-0. ronaldo wasnt showboating but he kept falling. like a little fake lor. haha, but he played quite well and even scored a goal! and they are thru to the next round lo!!! yeah!!

listening to: ryo yoshimata - slip what say you?