"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

haha. actually i dunno whether should i be pissed off or just forget it lar. i actually skipped training again. and i went to collect my panel, finally, today with yun ni, suet yi and guan jie. but, what the hell lar. the auntie said she needed to go out for a while so we'll have to collect them at around 6. i was like.....?!?! okay, i was still fine, but the rest of them..yun ni stays at jurong and guan jie at queenstown leh. wah lao lar. :(

so we all went home. i was supposed to go and take photos for my sketchings. so i walked around arab st., bugis and to the DHL balloon. and yun ni came to join me. then i called the auntie at 4 plus. she said she was about to start only. i was like...7 panels...7 x 45 min...so long!!!! nvm. then later, i was sms-ing guan jie to tell her to come later. the auntie called to tell me that dunno whatever thing got problem and we'll have to wait til tmr late afternoon to collect. yun ni was fuming lor. what a waste of bus fare leh. then we were like discussing when to collect but yun ni couldnt make it on the weekend cos she got to work. so..i called for HELP!!! i cant be taking 3 panels and board the mrt to school right. that's too much le lar.

haha, i sms-ed yongming to come and take his own panel and he agreed readily...thanks!!! if not, i swear i might kill the auntie. she's wasting people's bus fare and my special bus no. 11's petrol lor. okay. so i can only make it on sun after. my sat is fully booked le. actually not cos i cant go polo. but it's early in the morning and that shop's not opened yet. humph...i am so pissed by that lar. :(

anyway...i havent sleep since 245am this morning...that's like almost 19 hours lor. haha. i dunno why i cant get to sleep after watching brazil's match. and i din feel tired after that. and i am running all over bugis the whole day. haha. i must be nuts...

listening to: creed - torn what say you?