"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

okay, a week has passed and so much has happened. i felt that i've learnt alot but still loads to catch up. the teaching method's totally different and the lecturers treat us as adults so we are criticised on the spot if there's something wrong. i guess this is one thing i have to adapt to. and there will be projects every now and then lor.

yah. went to cca booth with guanjie, zhiqi and dawn. woah, there's loads lor. buddhist society, catholic society, etc. i think guanjie wanted to join photography club. dawn and zhiqi havent make up their mind over all sorts of sports. and i...yah, i went to join canoeing lar. at first i was thinking whether i should join tennis cos i like it. but the training hours' long...and i was afraid it will clash with my timetable...anyway, i love kayaking so i thought i would want to have proper knowledge on canoeing lor. and i expect it to be fun.

anyway, chelsea lost in the FA semis. but somehow i think they dont really deserve to lose lar. cos i think the freekick awarded to liverpool was a little controversial. i thought terry's tackle was quite healthy lar. and chelsea's first goal was also disallowed. i dun understand why but it seemed like terry had pressed on riise or someone else but again, i thought it was okay. anyway, it's luck lar. the match was so cool, at theatre of dreams. and the fans were so clearly divided into 2 sides, red and blue. and chelsea fans were really blue after the match.

sounded like i am a chelsea fan. but i'm not, and i dun really like them. MANCHESTER UNITED rawk! and they're going to take on chelsea next week at stamford bridge. whoohoo. all the way man!!!

listening to: kinki kids - to heart. what say you?