"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

today i went kayaking with gene and ping. supposingly, this was the motive lah. but we were sort of cheated lah. me and ping were actually there to accompany gene to meet her friend lah. apparently, this guy, whom we had already noticed some time ago, wants to know gene and they actually arranged to meet today. hai, who knows that guy was so nervous that he got like 6 guys, i think, with him lor. i thought that was even more awkward....oh and ping did something outrageous....

yah, we went kayaking as usual. and that guy (cant remember his name) invited us to play game lar. then we went back to the beach and the gang was playing soccer. gene, ping and i were sun tanning...then ping had to go first cos she had an appointment with a friend...yah and gene and i went back to kayaking. we got further out and had a dip in the sea. then we lay on the kayak and started to chat about lots of stuffs. then, after a while, then we realised that we were drifting nearer to the jetty lah and there's alot of people there lor...so we quickly kayaked off.

after a while we went to bathe le. and the guys at the other cubicle were very loud lor. we kept laughing at what they said. then one of them actually came into our cubicle to bathe after we're done...

then we went to grab a drink at the foodcourt. we sat down as gene was making a phonecall. the guys also went there for lunch..but it was already 4 le, so i thought it was too late for lunch le. i guessed he was quite disappointed. i think he wanted to have lunch with gene. haha, poor guy.

anyway, the whole day was fun. seeing gene and her friend both so shy. haha, next time must be bolder lar...

manutd got thrashed 3-0 by chelsea and they won epl title le...but rooney's hurt. hope he's fine..

listening to: robbie williams - angels. what say you?