"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

i'm feeling salty now....
because i went blading and kayaking with gene...well initially.
my motive was actually to learn blading.
but in the process of learing, we met cheryl.....!!!
and i think i couldnt go on cos my palms are scratched...

then we went kayaking....(not planned)
and we didnt have any thing to dry or clean ourselves...
but the bonus...well for gene...was a guy helped us carried our kayak to shore....
well, i admitted that was very nice of him, cos another guy, i guess his friend, ignored us...
and gene actually wanted to go there next week, same time to try her luck if she can see 'shuai ge-s'
haha, anyway, i havent see cheryl for quite some time so we caught up a bit....
and she's SUPER tanned....

anyway. it's fun, a pity charmian wasnt free....(poof...)
we'll go again...hahaha..

listening to: [AOZORA] by kinki kids.. what say you?