"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

this is specially dedicated to a very special person...
someone i cannot forget after 4 years...
well, i doubt she will be able to see it...
we've lost contact....
but, i'm very happy that we were friends, great friends...
someone i used to confide in and share my little secrets with...

well, i hope she won't forget me...
and i really hope to see her again...

"happy birthday, kaiyun...! "

by the way, the flu bug caught me again and also my 3 sisters...
so i hope we're going to be fine fine fine...

listening to: every heart - BoA what say you?