"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

it was a disaster.
everything was screwed.
and i sort of expected it.
did extremely badly for block ca.
thanks to all my friends that had encouraged and consoled me.
i know i will work harder for the prelims.
but it's really going to be ugly figures all over the progress report.
with 9s and 6s and only an A1.
that's sad.
and i know i am going to earn a scolding from mummy.
so i am going to force myself to strictly follow the study timetable.
and me and yin jie, we'll going to work hard together!!!

listening to: collide---howie day what say you?