"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

been a real long time since i last updated. and there's no more flooble box, some might even think this is dead. hols' like 3/4 over and the last week's coming. and i am not done with homework and revision. still piling mt everest. listening to dido's life for rent, writing this entry. the geok now is the most relaxed one. her voice is so soothing, with a 'pinch' of laziness in it. that's what i am looking for. these few weeks, i have been pushing myself real hard. got to blame myself for not concentrating in the first sem. relaxing in the cool and quiet night is just something so beautiful. how i wish this moment doesnt come to an end. but i know it will just end like the song. so sad. wimbledon's coming up. that's something to motivate me to study harder. i hope to do well for the block ca. i hope i can. cos it will be a boost for the prelims and the o's. and i hope all my friends can do well, and better than they've expected. what say you?