"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

havent been updating because last week was real busy. i think i've been staying back almost everyday after school last week. and on friday, i submitted a letter to drop chemistry because i think i really cannot tahan liao. xiu, dee and gene were like kept asking me whether i was sure of dropping and in the end, i still stood by my decision. in the late afternoon, i intended to go to the airport together with my pri school friends to send ms kho off, but that blur winson told me the wrong time and i took the train back again. on the way back, i was wondering why i was so calm when he told me about it. haha, then i went bugis to buy some stuffs before taking the train home. and i saw him at the train station. and his hairstyle reminds me of some anime characters but i cant think of it.

then on saturday, i went to my aunt house for gathering and also to celebrate my cousin's birthday. i think we ate quite alot. my sis and my cousins and i, the 5 of us ate first. we took like 1 hour, chatting and eating crabs, prawns, wings and bla bla bla. the adults are playing their usual game, mahjong. my cousin went wild wild wet and she was like sunburnt. RED is the word that first came to my mind! yah, bet she's crying like hell now! we left at 11 plus and by the time i reached home, it's almost 12 le...after bathing and some packing, i watched like 20 minutes of the soccer match between everton and manutd. then i really cant tahan, must go zzz because tomorrow still need to go dee's house... ...(i sense danger)

yah, i woke up late, 730am! then by 755am, i was already at the train station where the train just left. so i msged gene and told her i'll be late. then i reached pasir ris mrt station and nobody's there. i called gene and she told me she's walking to dee's house with trix because she dunno what bus to take. then i waited for xiu and we took a bus together. i somehow remembered dee said take bus 359. so we walked to the interchange and saw the bus, so we ran and took the bus. xiu recalled we should alight at the second stop. so we did. but it's the wrong way, we were like just behind white sands. so xiu called dee. then she told us there's another 359, together with 358 and another bus. we were like stupidos, walked back and took the right bus.

haha, we reached and saw dee, trix and gene waiting for us. then we went into dee's house where we heard dee's dog barking and trix was so scared that she kept avoiding it. so it's back to business. and we were working in dee's room. enjoying the air con, everybody was chatting and working at the same time. i couldnt remember the details but the funniest part will be filming the video. trix thought of it and we are the Bangadusheeva family and friend. haha, trix was supposed to act as the grandpa, so we used cotton wool to make the hair. but it kept dropping. when we were filming, trix's so called hair dropped and we were laughing like hell. the whole process was very funny. and after trix and xiu left, i continued with the presentation while dee and gene were doing the editing. and wow, both of them were really good. the end product was cool and pro, considering the fact that they weren't pros. i think the whole class will rawk the classroom block down when they watch it.
yah, that's about it lar.

after that in the evening, my family went out for dinner together. we had delicious food. and then i started doing my homework once i reached home because i dun have the time. woah!! luckily i managed to finish most of it.

today was rather boring. ms yeo's talking about my belt again. oh man, i didnt pull out the belt lor and her eyes were like big like fishballs staring at me lor. aiyoh, then i was rather sleepy throughout all the lessons. haix. it's monday and maybe 4 more days, i will know my o level results le, wish me good luck bah!

update: everton 0 man utd 2 (fortune, ronaldo), newcastle 1 (kluivert) chelsea 0 !!!!
haha, villarreal also won and federer and mauresmo also triumphed! hard fought match for federer, beating ljubicic 5-7, 7-5, 7-6....siao lor!
what say you?