"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

today was an unforgettable day. at least for me. it's new year eve today. as usual, the school has got some activities and celebrations. after the activity, we went to the hall for celebrations. it was there when i was extremely bored and almost zzz. the P.A. system was faulty. and therefore the emcees couldnt project their voices well. and a girl sitting in front of me was like, complaining here and there. and she's damningly noisy. even xiu cant stand her lor. the whole new year eve celebration was ruined!

then i returned to hongwen with cheryl, jael and her friends. i went to give ms kho a gift from me and winson. i'm supposed to wait for him. but he has got his emcee duty lar, then i go bugis with cheryl to buy her pencil case. there, we saw lotsa tkgians, including my friends(ruiching, yinjie...) yar, then we swept almost the whole bugis and bought one at mu-ee. then winson sms-ed me to get back to school asap. then i was still deciding whether to take a bus or walk back.

in the end, i crossed the road unwillingly to take a bus. i reached hongwen, but then i cant find him lor. it ended up he, alicia, alvina, peck gee and ms kho were all at the field. what a good place they've chosen to talk! it was there, i realised that winson's voice is a bit too high. sounds like gay(i'm sorry if you see this). haha, and he told me what ms kho said that really amused me.

then we took photos and talked even more. ms kho's going to perth to further her studies, which is liu2 xue2 (understand or not?) updated her on myself bla bla bla...hahaa. then mr singh told us the school will be closed at around 1230 and we evacuated. we parted outside the school.

okay, today's a fab day. seeing ms kho still the same as last time. except that she's more technologically advanced. and winson teased her lor. arh, today's probably the best moment. because i always felt awkward to step into my primary school lor. it's just weird. but then it was different today. and i am happy.

i think it's quite a long entry. so i shall stop here. tomorrow's chinese new year. may i here wish everyone happy new year and a funky year ahead! what say you?