"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

today's probably the saddest day of my year 2005...i failed chemistry and federer lost. how unlucky can i be. i failed by just a mark. and now, i am struggling whether i want to drop chemistry or not, because i kinda really suck at Q.A lar but i am just so different, most of my friends arent struggling with it, only me.

okay and federer lost, finally. i sms-ed my friend telling him how sad i was. haix. and i really thank him for consoling this lost girl. a four and a half hours match, 5-7, 6-4, 5-7, 7-6(6), 9-7. and the match started from 730pm australian time and ended at around 12 plus midnight. and it was safin's birthday, seventh heaven for him man. but then i think they could further improve, both had simply too much unforced errors and federer's first serve's weak. jim courier's funny, he's so different from normal reporter, probably because he was a tennis player himself, he can understand their feelings.

okay, today i went to buy presents and kinki kids' cd. bought a nice photo frame for my teacher who's leaving soon. and i am sharing cost with another loyal 'fan' of my teacher. haha

it's late, gotta go, haix, gotta forget this sad thing soon!!!
what say you?