"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

alright, i just realised that i havent been updating for ages because i got lots of homework and CAs and i am like, going to die of fatigue anytime lor. next week, going to have 3 CAs and a spring test. and i think i really will get into the hospital. just had chemistry CA a few days ago, not confident of doing well but i just hope i can score like say 60 percent..? haha, it's not greedy right? but i had already put in effort and done my best, but i just cant remember the important points...

even during practicals, i cant remember what to do, totally blur and more blur. haaha, i really dunno how you guys can actually do so well. haix, there's a longer weekend but then i dunno which one to study first. i want to watch aussie open but i also want to study but i scared i will lose concentration.

aussie open's cool. but cant understand why people say safin's cute. he isnt lor. but then dee likes ferrero. i prefer federer, the guy with the coolest single backhand. haha. and i am super looking forward to the final next sunday.

but for now, i think i will go back to study, and i am sleepy le.

happy holidays

study hard for the CAs ba, my friends!
what say you?